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Hello fellows, since Im so free todaee, decide to blog! what topic of todaee? nonsense..??

Okay, my exam are done, Wee..Last 2 week, feel like I'm going crazy, everyday wake up at 2am, revision until 8am and headed to attend examination. OMG ! Accounting and Cost Accounting Its exactly hard, I had lost confidence completely that I will pass this two subjects and only pass my Management Accounting.

Everyday wake up in the morning*sometimes in the afternoon* feeling like a half death body..I just want to laying on my bed and day dream*nonsense*..until not having enough time for preparation to work, so..I'm always late.. this is my weak point.

Not exactly day dream la. I always ask myself, what would my life will be in the future? What can i do right now to move forward with my goals? what i really want to do with my life? Do you think that the young ppl should enjoy their life..? Things that I want in my life is Car, House and Career

Im always told myself tat we are not a tree, its not enough to just have potential, need to take action, do what we say then go ahead. The between of need and want is self control! so ..go ahead..

I used to have much silly wishing ..wishing that one day I will become a model*this is totally ridiculous*, have a six pack Abs, know how to play guitar, oso a program administrator..bla bla bla
End up..I'm now a pharmacist assistant, path time student in ITB and Im learn to play guitar recently, six abs work out start from tmr, Im dare not dream Im a model, so i trying hard to make myself look good *be 22 but look and feel like every year 18 ><!! *There is nothing wrong with beauty look!

To be honest, I've not been take care my skin properly for the last few year. My skin, to be say toooo serious. I have clogging pores problem on my face, pimples keep popping out without control Ughh..!! between, i will use foundation and concealer to cover up all acne and ugly scars to build confident, its never kill my acne problem yet creating more and more pimples..end up, I completely stop using foundation/BB Cream/Concealer about 2 years, switch all skincare products, finally, beauty skin doesn't have to be an impossible dream, that's helpful..!!Curious on how I solve my problem? if you're really want to know the secret, just leave the comment, i might to share with you all on the next post! share with you my previous polka dots face picha

take a deep breathe

talk alot nonsense right..?end here laa, ..tata